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I feel like crap but I won't give up.

Friday, November 01, 2013

I broke up with my boyfriend. It's been 5 years we were together. He was my first love, so it's pretty hard right now. We agreed this evening that it would be better if we separate from each others instead of fighting and yelling all the time.

I have been eating like crap all week because I let myself go with all those emotions, and I have to count Halloween in all this.

I didn't exercise this week except Monday and today because I went to the doctor Monday and had liquid nitrogen under my feet and it was very painful. I'm slowly recovering.

It will maybe take a few months before my ex go out of the apartment, but I think that I will have more time for myself instead of always worrying for others.

As a good news, right now I'm at about 203, which is good considering how I ate this week. I have to take action now but I'm very determined.

I know I might cry a lot. I have an hard time to control my emotions. But I have to get through that. And I won't binge.
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  • FABULOUS1977
    Perfect timing to start a new you ! you are already on the right track. Just dont give up !
    2775 days ago
  • no profile photo CD13955287
    emoticon This is a perfect time to focus just on yourself.
    2779 days ago
  • RENEGADE1186
    I'm sorry you're having a rough time. Try not to let your emotions affect your progress! Every day is a new day. Take it one meal at a time if you have to. Always ask yourself WHY you're getting ready to eat that. Are you hungry or just sad? Emotional binge eating was one of my worst habits. Keep your chin up. It will get better!
    2780 days ago
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