I am so thrilled!
Thursday, November 07, 2013
Okay, I broke up with my boyfriend 6 days ago. I cried a bit/lot, felt like crap but kept going with the gym and good habits.
But since then, I had a lot of time to train and eating well (free time!) and think about what happened.
Finally, I am so happy with my choice! And the worst part is that it's the same thing with my ex. We both have the same personality and way of thinking.
It's literally a new start for me (and him). And the best part is that since we have/had a very special relationship, we are right now really, really good friends and we still have a good connection. We don't want to be together again and we're ready to move on, each one on his side. Pretty good for a 5 years love relationship that is ending, isn't it?
So right now, I'm very, very happy. I see a lot of opportunities coming out now. I feel like I can do anything.
Since I am on my own, I have nobody asking me if I want some donuts or eating Nutella in front of me. I have no more guilt about going to the gym and worrying if someone is going to wait for me for the dinner. I will have more money because I spend less than my ex in general and all the money I make is for myself.
I am in the same state of mind I was about 6-7 years ago, when I was on my own and lost 30 pounds in 3 months. I know I will have a similar pattern now.
I can't wait to see what will happen now!