Struggling - I am so proud of me.
Tuesday, March 04, 2014
What ever is wrong with me, I feel terrible, just awful. So weak and tired, and still this morning I make myself healthy food. I'm dragging myself to the various doctors and medical appointments. I am living anyway. I am sure that what ever has got me feeling this crappy they can fix, if not, I will have to learn to love relaxing because that's what I am up for. I am determined to live anyway.
Something drastic has shifted in me because I am unwilling to eat food I don't like anymore. No junk. If it's bad for me, it has to be worth it. This is actually a huge step in the right direction.