I'm such a bad person, very disappointed in myself.
Wednesday, March 12, 2014
Sooo... I'm disappointed with myself on a multitude of levels right now.
First of all I have not stuck at all with my diet, not saying I've been terrible and eating whole pans of brownies but I haven't even tried to follow what I planned to eat nor done my tracking, blogs or even checking in with spark. Its been a very busy, very stressed and a lot of really bad stuff coming down around me the past couple days so I'm only mildly disappointed and going to try to do better today.
I'm moderately disappointed in myself that one of my best friends is doing more than I am. She is cleaning up her eating, going to the gym regularly and has a good positive outlook.
I'm VERY disappointed in myself that is SHOCKS me that she is doing better than me about cleaning up her life and I feel like a terrible person for it...
I feel like such a bad person :-(