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Starting over...

Wednesday, June 18, 2014

I have been struggling with my mental illness. I attempted suicide and finally realized that God has a plan for me. He will take me when it is my time and not before. I am looking forward to each new day. It is time to reevaluate my exercise
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I really believe I have been given a second chance to prove to myself that I am a good person. My self image needs to be built up some more. I know it is not going to be easy. I am determined to start each day new. Not live in the past. Let go and let God.

I know I am a strong person. I have lived through some very difficult things. I want my Spark friends to know I am back. I love SP!!

Remember...it is what you make it. So make it great!!

Angie




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  • no profile photo CD14126107
    Dear Angie... so glad you realized that God has a greater plan for you life.

    I, too, know the pain of suffering, but not to that extent. Please never ever give up.
    God is always there in the most darkest hours.

    Mental illness aside, what makes you happy that you need to do more of?
    I know we all have our problems, but sometimes, just indulging in small pleasures bring the extra boost of happiness in our lives that we need.
    Not just with you, I find that there are lots of people who are pretty hard on themselves. I know that I, too, tend to beat myself up sometimes, but then I think maybe I'm just being too harsh on myself.


    GOD is good. Never let the devil lie to you about that. Plus, God will never leave you. Never!

    :hug:

    Glad you're doing well and starting over again. I'm "starting again" with my SparkPeople, too!

    Hehehe

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    2413 days ago
  • MILLISMA
    Angie,

    Wishing you all the best. You are a wonderful, special lady. Glad to hear you're back. emoticon
    2446 days ago
  • FRAN0426
    Wishing you all the best with the start over. emoticon your are a good woman and you deserve this chance Angie. I had wondered why I hasn't seen you on Sparks for a while.
    2448 days ago

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