Total Honesty

It has been a long time since I have done a blog. Well today, I need to come clean. I haven't did so good staying away from the junk food. I have had a lot on my mind some real personal stuff and a few distractions with what once was what I thought was a close personal friend. We had a difference of opinion over reporting someone's comment one SP. I did not agree that it was offensive, since her comment was merely a question over a
SP article discussing menstrual cycles and hysterectomies. I really thought I had let go of this. I do forgive my friend for dropping me as her friend, but a situation arose and I needed to contact her, only to find my number had been blocked. So I had to email her with the information. Which was fine. I really don't know why this is bugging me about her blocking my phone number, but it is. I guess, even though I wasn't wrong in standing up for the other member and I still apologized for hurting this person's feelings 4 times. I just can't understand what I did so wrong to offend her. I let this eat at me today and bought some single serve cookies, only to find out there not so single serve. They actually have 3 servings to a single bag of those mini cookies. Whoo hoo, I thought I had ate 3000 calories today and was all bummed out. I really did not want to track my food, but I force myself to anyway to see what the damage was and guess what it really wasn't as bad as I thought it was. It wasn't good but not as bad as I thought "1915" total in calories eaten today.. Wow can you believe that. Good thing I got in 40 minute walk for a total of 2623 steps before the rain started in. I'll have to do double time tomorrow. And a whole lot of praying so God will walk me through this. I must remember to be humble and complacent at all times.
Thanks for letting me ramble on.
Love Always your sister in Christ
Jill