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Thursday, October 16, 2014

Wow, I am cruising around my Spark People page and the site trying to re-familiarize myself with everything. So many changes and it seems like just yesterday I was blogging daily and loving it.

I looked at my measurements and thought wow...I haven't updated those in 2 years, I had better get on that....so I did....

Insert HUGE moment of silence here!!!!

I don't know whether to be happy that I took the step by taking the measurements in the first place or pissed off at myself for letting myself slide so poorly.

I will have to say I am a bit of both....more disappointed in myself, but happy that I have not fully given up and in to whatever it is that has a hold of me.

I am happy to blog again, I always feel great doing it and am wondering why I have neglected it in the first place.

Missing reading my friends blogs as well as writing my own.

I shall go and reflect now on who is that woman I see in all my SP photos...and how can I get her to come back out and play....she was so much more fun than this woman I am looking at in the mirror.

This was taken a few weeks ago while visiting Austria.
It was definitely a wake up call!!!

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    So happy to see you blogging and around! That is a huge step to take the measurements and kind of wrap your mind around where you are at. I totally understand. Before this attempt i lost 40 pounds 3 times only to gain it all back. This one just so happened to stick, but we all go through our ups and downs. And I do have to say, you are beautiful, period. That photo is no exception! I support you on wanting the "girl in your spark photos back" because you say she was happier, but never forget you are beautiful! emoticon
    2228 days ago
    I'm happy to see you blog again! emoticon
    2229 days ago
    I think you look fabulous. Austria? In my dreams! Would love to see it someday.

    Happy post thanks giving. Yup, SP has renovated in a major way. I still go to reach for something and it's not there, lol. My little mouse has had to do some extra teeny steps to find a few things... but a few of the changes make sense.

    Woo hoo! It is not what we don't do... it is what we DO that counts. I agree about blogging. I think it is the window of my soul poking through and when I let it, blogging lets me declutter my thoughts and give my eating a tune up. Right now I have one painted purple nail to help me remember to stay on track. I have no idea what the purple means... just called me when fast food and the new pastry display at the renovated loblaws was also caling ... so I bought it and put it on my thumb in the car. You can do this Annie. You've got oodles of things you know work for you. It's all a big experiment. Some things I have tried don't work for me. I know I have trigger foods and can list them. I also know my food dragon is calmed when I walk and gets bored when I eat clean. So... those are my goals. Walk every day and try and eat clean as often as possible. Did you know that as of today there are 75 days until the new year? I think that is exciting! What change might I see in 75 days? So I'm doing a count down. See what happens. Try to eat clean and walk for as many days as I can in those 75 lovely days. Life is good. Glad to see you back! Justyna

    2229 days ago
    You are a very beautiful lady. You are the same women that are in those pictures. You have this in you. Continue your beautiful road. You can do this!!
    2229 days ago
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