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Frustration, Frustration, Frustration.........
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Friday, January 30, 2015

Frustration...................
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Tonight, I have had enough. I am fed up, sick and tired of all of the unfortunate things that happen to me and all around me. No more, I am done....... I give up, I yield. I have had enough.

Every time, and I do mean EVERY time that I think I am gaining on this world, something kicks me in the tush. The world lets me know that flat out and out it is not my turn to win.

I will start out with some of the frustrations I have recently encountered. Of course, this will not be a complete list {there is not enough space on this Spark blog}. Also, my frustrations are not listed in order of importance.

I started a chair exercise program Tuesday. I could not go today {Thursday}, because I was in extreme pain in my legs. Hard to even walk around in my home because of pain. Frustration...........

I had Cataract surgery 16months back. My left eye has not been correct since then. Doctor keeps telling me it will improve. Well, last night it got really bad {very blurry vision in left eye}. Today when I went to the store and tried to drive home, I could hardly see how to drive home because of blurry vision in both eyes. {Very scary}. Doctor will check me in the morning. Frustration...............

My oldest cat keeps having something wrong with him. I just want him to be O.K. It is hard on him, because he doesn't feel good. But, it is very hard on me because I have to clean up after him and I don't feel much like doing that. Frustration..........

Am I going to give up? No way.

I don't know if I will get to go back to the chair exercise class. I may have to call the Ortho Doc. I am taking anti-inflammatory med samples Doc gave me. Pain pills did not seem to help.

I won't know about my eyes until after my appointment tomorrow {Friday}.

As for my cat {Mr. Priss}, he is 18, I am so grateful that he is still with me. He has truly been a blessings to me. I will do what is necessary to keep him healthy, and I will clean up his messes.

I do know, that I am just sounding off here on Spark. I know that I will leave all of these problems with God. He will ease my pain and frustration.

Blessings to all.


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  • RAINBOWMF
    emoticon I hope things turn around for you

    Mary
    2221 days ago
  • SPEDED2
    So very sorry for so much going wrong at the same time. You are in my prayers. emoticon
    2221 days ago
  • no profile photo CD13244496
    WHEN I HAD CATARACT SURGERY DONE, ONE OF MY EYES REDEVELOPED A FILM OVER IT. THEY DID A SIMPLE LASER PROCEDURE THAT HAD NO PAIN AT ALL AND LASTED ABOUT 1 MINUTE. NOW I SEE JUST FINE. AND AS FOR THE REST OF IT, I HAVE BEEN THERE AND FINALLY HAD TO JUST SAY "NO MORE DRAMA" IT IS VERY HARD ON YOU MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY. emoticon GET TOUGH!
    2221 days ago

    Comment edited on: 1/30/2015 4:22:07 PM
  • IOWAGRAMMA
    It is frustrating to have negative things happen all the time. I'm really sorry. First things first...your eyes. Hopefully, you had good luck at the dr's today. Your cat must have 9 lives AND a good caretaker to live 18 years. Amazing! Sorry he isn't feeling well.I don't have any advice for you except to do your best to keep on keeping on. I know you can do it!!! emoticon emoticon emoticon
    2221 days ago
  • CHICAM
    So sorry you are having health problems. Please take good care of yourself. I hope the eye doctor helps you with the blurry vision. That sounds scary. Please think of all the good things you have to be able to concur the difficult ones. You can do this. Think of the smiley sun. emoticon
    2222 days ago
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