A New Boost Of Study Energy!
Wednesday, February 04, 2015
Today, I spoke with our department learning coordinator about my study progress. I admitted to him that I hate failing, I don't want my failure will cause problem with my work. So, yeah, I know all are excuses of not studying continuously but after failing another exam (and retake twice and failed twice!), I felt dishearthened to pursue this study.
Well, as we were being direct with each other, the coordinator said that if I don't try, I will never know if I will fail. He and the other coordinator can help me at areas that I have difficulty. He and I both agreed that I need to overcame my fear of failing, get more confidence in myself.
Phew, what a relief to have that discussion! Even when I felt so embarrased of tearing up in front of him, I was so glad to finally this talk. I felt like I was reborn to study world! (yeah, that sounds silly, haha).
I hope this boost of study energy can last much, much longer. And I will try to overcame my feeling like a failure/loser - that's will only give negative effect on my progress!