Tuesday, March 03, 2015
I don't know what started it but I've been struggling with my eating and getting exercise and my attitude has been awful! I've been crabby and had an "I don't give a s***" attitude. I don't like being that way and get mad at myself which of course didn't help the situation.
Drives me nuts when I'm that way and don't know why and can't seem to stop it. I feel so good when I'm doing good why do I stop??!! idk...
Previously I had signed up for a 3k walk which was being held this past weekend. It was 20 degrees outside, with an inch or two of snow on the ground and more coming down and man I did not want to do that walk. However my friend forced me to and although it was harder than I expected and although I was a brat about it we finished it!! And I'm glad we did! I even sent her a text that evening apologizing for being such a whiny witch.
I think maybe getting up earlier every morning and getting some movement in would help. However no matter how early or how late I get to bed I'm still tired the next day, all day, and struggle to get out of bed. So haven't been able to convince myself to do that. Maybe next week with the time change I should do that..as long as the time change is going to kick my butt maybe I should really kick it and get up earlier..even like 30 minutes would make a difference.
In the meantime I'm going to go back to counting calories and trying to post more often. I really have noticed that when I visit sparkpeople and blog and post regularly I do much better. Again, knowing that I don't know why I allow myself to stop, but it's irritating!! GRRR!!!!