WHAT I'M I ANGRY ABOUT?

I don't know for sure, is it my eating habits or is it my self worth ?Is it now that my husband has retired early and the savings is gone? And because he had to join Obama health care we had to pay taxes on it $1,000.00 ouch. And because we don't have any saving to pay it now I also have to pay $57.00 fee. Okay I understand life but now we can't go on vacation so I will be working this summer. Anyway I wonder if I should even think or worry about my life because it won't change anything. I think I need to let go and let God. I Just I am glad that I have the later choice because what I am doing right now isn't working it is causing me to become out of control with my eating habits. So I am going to take one day at a time. I didn't say that I am a preschool teacher and dealing with parents some time is not easy in a way that I am encouraging them become responsible I am going to take care of myself because I do matter. Thanks for lis tening