Sunday, March 08, 2015
ok, so i've been coasting through life. Not really doing anything. This MS is causing problems. Actually, I think I'm letting it cause problems. I really haven't adjusted my life to it. Some days are easy and some are a little harder, nothing insurmountable, yet.
I finally got rid of a person who was bringing me down, way down, and I feel much happier about it. It's been 2 months and I things are starting to turn around for me.
I want to start exercising but not sure of where to start. I can't afford to get myself exhausted. My Specialist gave me something for my legs because of spasms and I'm happy to say I haven't needed to take them very often. During the winter I sure could've used them though.
Pain in my wrist is the worst right now. Cant hold anything heavy. Still working though. Of course i try not to mention anything to my boss because she gets really concerned and yet i'm doing ok. yes I'm doing ok.
that's alot to realize. doing ok. I could be alot worse, but I'm not.
Cant wait for the snow to be gone. I want to go outside and walk more and sit in the sunshine. I do walk to work and back, 20 min each way, but sometimes its a little daunting, especially when i trip alt. St least in the summer there wont' be ice to contend with too.
Back to exercise. I really need to start but like i said, little scared about how i will feel the next day. Really do not want to be stiffer than i already am.
anyway i really need to stop coasting and get on with my life.