I have it all....now I"m depressed again....
Monday, March 23, 2015
Hi all. Got the first workout of the year done yesterday. It's March,, how sad is that?
I need a severe , severe kick in the ass, slap in the head, cosmic head check, or whatever you can spare.
Have managed somehow to sink into depression....AGAIN...even though we are living in paradise (Care giver stress/burn out).
Found a local Dr. finally, who is appalled at all the meds I am on, many of which I don't take but like to have onhand. But when I got here I was on 2 antidepressants and cut back to one. Now I want my 2nd one back but this new Dr. is giving me some serious concerns about potential interations and while she realizes I am in a rough situ at moment, that after it is all said adn done, and I have my life back, she doesnt' want me to have to deal with a kidney or liver disease down the line. Gee, neither do I? But damn, I am in a state here , with the nearly always crying, etc. I think I better take my chances and readd my Wellbutruin with the Celexa. Dr. suggested just doubling celexa but I feel worse then ever.
Anyone else battling depression? Of all times in life I have no reason to be depressed now. This move to a beautiful home in Hawaii, great husband, no big worries, other then daily care of mom....maybe just the cumliative effect of the move and life changes? Anyway...anyone else on 2 antidepressants?