Happy Mother's Day
Sunday, May 10, 2015
This is the first Mother's Day in a long time I felt happy. Even though I couldn't be with my mom today (I'll see her Memorial Day weekend), I was happy and peaceful. I still feel anxious wondering if I'll ever have a baby of my own and I stress out about seeing my in-laws every time we get together, but for some reason I was okay today.
I believe there is still hope for my having a baby and have picked a doctor I want to see, but more than that I feel healthier and more confident. I want to believe I see my body changing, but I'm not sure. This Saturday I will take my measurements when I first get up so I can start using that as a guide. I plan to take my measurements once a month, so even if the scale isn't moving the way I'd like it to I'll still be able to see if there are changes.
As long as there is hope I will keep fighting!