Yep

I am definitely ready to start running again, and I think I'm going to start tonight! I'm so excited. :-)

I've been struggling with motivation (again! wow! What a shock!) and sometimes I think "you know, why don't I just quit and try to maintain my weight here instead of keeping on trying to get to goal." Other times I think "eff it, I'll just be fat forever, my husband doesn't care, and then I can EAT ALL THE FOODS."

I've been craving breakfast sandwiches lately, gave in to a Starbucks one (the lowest calorie, but I can't even begin to count the carbs...) and it was SO. GOOD. that now I want one every morning. Like...how about now? No...um...now? I can make an OP one, but I'm out of one ingredient that makes them fantastic, so I haven't. I can make it without the ingredient, they're just better with.

Anyway, I felt like rambling a bit this morning and hate doing that on the message boards, just feels kind of self-involved. But this is my own blog page, I can do whatever I want!