I don't know if it's the pain of sciatica, hip and knee, partner being out of commission, too, the overwhelming housework and laundry partly due to the flooded basement that I haven't the strength to do or what...my emotions (tears particularly) have been very near the surface today.
I'm doing fine staying in range with calories, can't do much exercise, checking blood sugar which is all over the place...
I guess I'm feeling sorry for myself. I know we all have pity parties now and then, but I don't want to. Wish I knew how to stop it.
I have so many responsibilities helping my partner with her health problems, hate looking at the messy house, etc. I am constantly on pain killers that don't work all that well.
Don'e bother to comment here, I don't really need sympathy...I know I CHOSE these issues as lessons...I know this life in the world of form is just an illusion.
Looked at my family on facebook this morning. Gosh, I miss my daughter and family. Miss all my kids and grands.
I checked to see if this kind of emotion is related to diabetes (I'm newly diagnosed) and can find nothing.
Just feeling overwhelmed. What I really need is (remember the old song?) those little men in their funny white coats coming to take me away.
Anyway, maybe I need to apologize for even writing this. (crying again). I always have been good at putting problems, questions and even meditations into words.
Everyone PLEASE have a better day than I am having.