Day 41 Feeling so tired.
Monday, July 20, 2015
So yesterday I had to work. I had a great day other then my feet where killing me. Mostly my left foot. I do not know what I have done but my calf feels like a charlie horse is trying to start. Has been like this a couple of days now. But yesterday was a killer. I got my fanny handed to me at work yesterday too. I was by myself from 1 to 2 I know just an hour but OMG!! Did I have a ton of people come in all at once. One of our schools started today so that is why we had so many people yesterday. But after about an hour we died completely. I Got in some good steps just not as many as I thought I would but I am happy. I got in 4,160 steps not bad for a dead Sunday at work. I an happy with it.
My sister in law called us yesterday morning to tell us that my mother in law was in the hospital that they thought she had had a heart attack but it was not they found a mass on her heart. I am not sure what this means or what it is. My husband just texted me that they are now giving her a stress test because her bp is 225/95 I do not know a lot about this stuff but I do know that is not good. I hope my husband will go and see his mom. They are not on the best of terms. But I know he is worried about her. I wish things where better with them. But I understand and I stand behind him in what he decides even if I do not agree with it all the time. That is just what loving someone means.
So my oldest is moving out of state in the next month or so. I have mixed feelings about it. I am happy for him I think it will be great for him to get out of this states and see a new one. But part of me the mom part wishes he would not go. I think all moms and dads go though this at some point in their life. I am proud of him he already has a couple of jobs lined up and a place to stay. His friends moved and they are bugging him to come live with them. I said go for it. I hope he has a good time and I hope he likes it. He is coming to get his two younger brothers tomorrow and spend the day with them. I hope Charlie and Allen have a good time. I know Charlie will he looks up to Raymond as for Allen I am not sure how he will feel or if he will have a good time. He is my youngest and they have always left him out of things because he was the youngest. So I hope he has a good time.
So for today my mini goals are not to stress over my son Raymond moving out of state. Or to worry to much about my leg. I am going to eat right and I am going to relax and take it easy and eat right. I am going to try and get on my bike today too if my leg will let me. I am hoping to be able to get this muscle marked out. I hope everyone has a great day today. Hugs and love to you all.