I am up and ready for my day!

Thanks everyone for your answers on dealing with the wedding meals. I do not plan on drinking because of what I know they are going to have I do not like. LOL. I do not like to drink when I am not at home either. I am weird that way. I am going to send my dad an email today to see if he knows what they are planning on having for food. That way I will have a plan of action for when I go. I have my breakfast planned out and my just not sure about my lunch. I am thinking a salad. So that way I have ton of calories for the wedding. And I will be drinking tons of water too. I am so looking forward to tomorrow. I am so hoping that my boys and hubby have fun. My hubby dose not do well in big groups of people. But I am hoping since it will be out side he will be okay. This will be the first wedding my boys have went too. SO I am hoping they like it. Who knows with my kids. LOL.

So I have my lunch packed and I had my breakfast. I weighted in today but I am not posting it and I am not changing my weight on here. I am not going to let the gain get me down. I am not sure it is a true weight gain to being with. My legs are swollen from all the walking I did yesterday and I think I am getting ready to start. So I am not letting anything get me down right now. I am just going forward from here. I know I can get this done as long as I just keep up with the tracking and not let my hubby get me down like I let him the last night.

I need to remember I am doing this for me not him or anyone else. I want to live longer and I want to be able to do my best for me. I can do this. I just need to put me first and to hell with everyone else. I don't mean to sound mean but I am tried of putting myself last all the time so everyone else is happy. I am tired of being tried all the time I am tired of hurting all the time I am just plan old tired. I need this to work because if not I will not be able to do my job for long after I become manger I know this I am not stupid. I am going to give it my best shot and I am going to do what it takes to make this happen. I am going to jump off of here and get my water for the day ready to take with me. Hugs a love to you all.