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One Month After Surgery

Tuesday, October 20, 2015

I'm only one month from surgery, but I'm scared to death to go back to eating the other way. I am afraid of that stitching to break open and having to go back in for another surgery. There's a guy at our monthly meeting and he had surgery 8 years ago. He says, "If you think you know more than these doctors and nurses do, you have another thing coming. I did I thought I knew better, When I started thinking, well ok now, I all better. I can eat what I want. Then I got myself into trouble. and got very sick." He really impressed me, and he is there at every meeting. I want to be like he says to be. I am already feeling like I can eat what I want.

My two images I see, One I don't want to be

and two what I used to be like

Who's gonna win? I don't know But I do know it's all up to me. And it would be a good idea to stick close to Spark People, Journaling has been made so easy for me, just point and click. And to get more involved with my Spark Team Mates. I have enough teams that I don't need tto go on wanting. I can change my mind at any time.

This is what is on my mind today, Let's see what happens tomorrow.
Blessings to everyone.
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