Day 464 Lost it!
Sunday, November 22, 2015
I completely lost it today. I was ranting and raving and screaming and just could not even deal with the confrontation happening on my house. This problem was between my dog and one of my mothers cats. Every time the dog walked thru a room this cat would jump out from under a chair or thru a doorway and attack him. That would set the dog into a barking at the cat fit. I know I have problems with people fighting. I can not stay in a room with this happening. It was well over and hour and a xanax before I could calm down. And still the slightest little thing would bring back the tears.
Oh to edge is too close. Dealing with my parents and my pushy siblings and not having saved some of the things my mother held dear is just becoming way to much.
I did work today. I just need to put the faces on some snowmen I crocheted. I think there are 8 of them and I made 6 more square for Josie's quilt. I also had to run into town. I sold a little Christmas stocking on Etsy and my printer needed ink to print the shipping label. So I stopped at mom and dads. My mom gave me back the pan I baked her some apple crisp in and said I could bring that back full again.
I did get the computer ink and some tissue paper to wrap the stocking in and got that all ready to mail in the morning.
I ate too much today. First of all I did not eat my meals the way I should and then I ate the whole bag of M & M's that jumped into my cart at the check out stand. I hate it when things like that happen. Here's to hoping I sleep.