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Day 467 This one was only rough around the edges.

Wednesday, November 25, 2015

That is the best way I can describe this day. Over the last couple of weeks I've felt like I was struggling just to breathe and think. Today there were some problems with breathing but the thinking was easier. I also felt like I was accomplishing things. Something I haven't felt for weeks.

I finished the place mats for mom's little 2 person table in her apt. . I vacuumed the living and dining rooms, made cranberry sauce for tomorrow. I don't even feel bad that the coffee able is covered with crochet projects and the dining room table is covered with ornaments half made. I don't know what changed but something inside me did.

There were tears but not because I was confused, alone and feeling scared.
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    What cheerful placemats - I'm sure they'll look lovely at your parent's home! And I'm glad you're doing better today. Especially this time of year our thoughts can run amok, taking us to places we don't want to dwell and that aren't healthy for us. It is a difficult thing to change and can take LOTS of time & practice. I'm glad you continue to work on getting the upper hand!
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