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I've been gone so long...

Sunday, December 06, 2015

I wasn't sure whether to blog or not, it has been so long since It was active on Sparkpeople. I want to kick myself for letting it go so long, but life just got in the way. Or I Asay, my mind got in the way.

After losing my job because of my manic depression in the spring of 2014, I aplied for disability; we are still waiting on this to be decided. I ikhnow I could never work again, unless something happened to my husband and it was our only means of support, but I know I would probably go from job to job because of my fragile mental state. I've been on more meds than I can count, and it has been changed more times than I can count.

I am home all day with the dog and the cat, while all my friends and family work. It gets quite lonely sometimes. I've taken up watercolor painting to pass the time, and I have to say I'm not half bad.

I remembered having friends on Sparkpeople, and I hope I still do. Take care everyone, and have a good Sunday.
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    The first step back always feels the hardest... and the you find out it was really the easiest because there are people happy to see you and in your corner!

    Welcome back!
    1867 days ago
    Welcome back! Glad you logged in.... You will have new & old friends to help fill your days...

    God bless,

    1868 days ago
    Hello! So good to hear from you. Of course you still have a friend in me. We all take breaks. Life does get in the way. Glad to hear about your painting. I am sure that helps. What about taking a walk during the day? It might take your mind to new, positive places!

    Thinking of you! I wish you peace for this Christmas season.

    Hugs, Nic
    1868 days ago
    1868 days ago
    Well it's a glad you had the strength to come back and yes you still have supporters here and even new supporters. I hope you get better and it's great to have you back.
    1868 days ago
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