Last night on Valentines
Monday, February 15, 2016
So last night on Valentines day my boyfriend and I went to go see Deadpool amazing by the way. I didn't eat snacks because usually I don't like the snacks at the movie theater and obviously low carb diet. But of course that ended when we decided to go to Dallas BBQ instead of Red lobster because we were going to have to wait an hour and a half. This picture I have is from a long time ago I forgot to take a picture from last night but what I had was a cheesburger, like 5 fries, one wing, and a Texas size moscato passion fruit drink. I didn't drink the entire thing I can never finish those drinks but I'm sure I drank enough to go way over my calorie goal. I just wanted to have a nice time with my boyfriend but of course now I have to suffer the consequences. I woke up with stomach pain due to all the grease and possibly the alcohol. And now off to gym to try to burn off everything , of course I made things harder for myself but damn it was so hard. I really hope I didn't gain weight but if I did well more gym time lol.
It's hard when my boyfriend doesn't care much about how much he eats or so even though he's supposly trying to do this with me. But he's like I need to eat more caleories cause I have more muscles and stuff. And he doesn't mind how much he eats or sometimes whay even tho I tell him but I feel like I nag him but I hate doing this on my own sometimes cause it's truly difficult but I'm not giving up . Hopefully today I'm gonna eat lots of fruit and vegetables because I'm lacking .
Sorry for the excuses or the ranting I needed to do this because I feel guilty and just sad.