Day 566 Home all day.
Wednesday, March 02, 2016
Today I was home all day. I worked on mom's everyday place mats but didn't finish them. I forgot to take my water bottle upstairs with me and can only sew a little while without something to drink. I only allow water in my sewing room. Mooch (one of my mom's cats) was helping me. This picture is so cute. She is in general a very standoffish animal. But seems to have taken a shine to me.
I even did some of that housework I always like to put off. Cooked a really nice dinner with lots of veggies. I made a casserole we used to call green bean bake. But since I didn't have any canned green beans....I guess we'll call it a modified Shepard's Pie. I threw a whole bag of frozen mixed veggies in it. It was really good. And now I have several days of nice food again.
My Spark friends help me thru so many things. My fears are not always very rational but all too real sometimes. This is going to be an odd question. I know that part of my distaste for housework has a lot to do with how I learned how to do it and redo it because it was never good enough for my mother. And then I married a man that loved to make excuses for me. Whenever someone would visit he would make comments about how the house was such a mess because Joey was too busy with work and kids and whatever else he could think of. Even if I had spent days getting things cleaned up for our company. So thru all that emotional rollercoaster stuff I've learned why do any housework when it's never good enough. Does anyone else have odd little things they just completely feel are weird but insignificant? You don't need to tell me. I just want to not be alone.