Here I am again...
Monday, April 18, 2016
4/18/16 - Amazing that, rereading my few blog entries, the recurring theme is that I'm at an all time low. I guess that's what bring me back. And if I thought I was low then, then I'm really low now.
I weigh 210 pounds. Full term pregnant I never broke 199. I feel disgusting. I look disgusting. I judge myself all day long though I'd tell other friends they're beautiful. But I don't want to keep going like this. I have no energy. I snore. I hurt. And I'm a disgrace.
So I'm back. And I'll try to be more involved.
I went for a walk at work. First day that cracked 80 degrees, I think. It reinforces why I should exercise in the morning. I'm much happier attempting a walk or run pre-sun and pre-heat. My obstacle this week is that we are dog sitting, so getting out the door without 2 additional dogs makes me feel guilty.