How are you today?
Tuesday, May 03, 2016
I'm doing a-ok. I'm extremely tired. For some reason I am not sleeping well but I feel solid. I think my body was have a hormone party last week. I definitely feel more level. It could be lack of sleep making me punchy. Or it could be that this weekend is Mother's Day and I get to see my mom! I figured we could do something active and fun so we're going to the zoo. I still have not come up with my exercise schedule yet but I'm not going to pressure myself until next week. I've just got so much to do! I went to my 16 year high school reunion this weekend. It was only a mini one as only those local could show and it was pretty last minute. I got to see some people I haven't seen in quite a while, and some I could go another few years without seeing. All in all it was fun to actually act like an adult for a little while. Being a full time single mother, I have kind of kept myself in a cocoon. Besides work, obviously, I rarely go anywhere without my daughter; I haven't dated in roughly 8 years. I never really felt like I was missing out on anything until recently. But I have to be happy with me before I can really put myself out there, and I mostly am. I just want to be healthy for me first and I don't think that's a bad thing! So this week's goal is to make a plan for next week and next week's goal will be to follow through. One step at a time, even if they feel like itty bitty, teeny tiny baby steps.