Thursday, June 02, 2016
Well this year has kicked my butt so far. I've had so much stress and struggle that I've been on the brink of tears for awhile. At this point i dont even know what healthy eating or working out is. I've luckily maintained my weight, but all of my unhealthy symptoms have returned. I'm always out of breath, my joints hurt, my pre-diabetic symptoms have returned, and my whole body has gotten messed up. I really want to get back on track but i feel so defeated and like a failure. I'm really gonna try though, luckily its summer and i love to swim so I'm hoping to do that for a few hours atleast once a week and walking in the evenings with my BF a couple times a week. I've also decided to start blogging on here, posting on weilos, and tracking on here and my fitbit to keep me focused. I've also gotten a journal, and have started keeping track of my TO-DO-LIST again. So wish me luck and any words of encouragement or advice is welcome!