I have to forgo my health to keep my apartment clean.
Wednesday, July 13, 2016
Thanks to an abusive apartment manager that expects the apartment to be beyond military perfect, I have to keep my apartment clean at the expense of my health. I had already given up my job due to this and now my health. I am hoping that with the help of my doctor, this only temporary.
I am going to tell my doctor the truth. I am afraid of leaving my apartment for fear of her giving me grief over did I clean my apartment that day. I'm afraid of her giving us 24 hour notice and coming in to see if it's clean. I almost got hit today by her. She yelled in my face today when her and GC had an argument. I did say they was causing me to have an anxiety attack. It is sad that I have to give up my plans to go to college, to have a better job, and have a better life thanks to needing to have a beyond perfect place to live. I didn't sign up for this.
When I go to the doctor tomorrow, I am telling them what happened today and what may happen. I shouldn't have to live in fear of getting yelled at on a constant, hearing arguments because of 1 table not being clean when it has medical supplies and paperwork on it. Living in fear of someone coming out of their office when they know when people aren't around asking if I made sure my apartment was cleaned before I even left to even to go to an appointment.
It is in the lease that person is allowed to have fear free noise free enjoyment of their apartment (and that includes not getting noise or fear from the manager). I'm not getting that. I shouldn't have flashbacks from my past because of this.