Tuesday, August 09, 2016
In spite of having lost another five pounds, I am feeling so discouraged. I just don't have the support system that I need to help me through this. I miss the ladies from the Sparklin' Sparkettes and I just haven't found another team that I feel is a good fit for me. I still go and post to my old team from time to time, but I am alone. I am so very alone. Maybe I am just wasting my time....maybe it really isn't worth all this. Maybe I am just meant to be obese. Maybe.........it is just time to accept that this is my life and let it go.