Another day, another start.
Monday, December 05, 2016
Hi there. It's been a while.
The past few years have been a wild ride of ups and downs. Unfortunately it's been more up than down as far as my weight is concerned. So, after much serious thought and the heavy encouragement of several doctors, I am considering gastric bypass. I'm in the process of jumping through all the hoops to be approved for the surgery, but, truth be told, there's always a little part of me that hopes this time I'll actually make the changes to make weight loss permanent without needing to go under the knife. I'm at the point where I'm not opposed to the surgery anymore. I no longer feel like it's my own moral failure. I just need something more than what I've been doing (which, admittedly, fluctuates from nearly nothing at all to quite a lot).
Anyway, I'm back. Taking baby steps to create habits I hope will last. Every moment is a choice and every day a new beginning. Do my Best. Reset. Repeat.