I'm Finally Happy
Wednesday, April 26, 2017
So last night, I was helping my friend with kettle bells. I've recently wanted to start training to be a personal trainer! She wanted to learn and so I brought them over last night. I was helping her through the movements (and yes I lost muscle mass from being sick for like a week but what ever) and as I was helping her I was really happy.
Then halfway through our "session" she said she admired me and said "I want to be as strong as Emily" that literally broke my heart. I almost cried. I put in a lot of work recently the past few months and it shows! Helping her made me so happy and actually getting a meaningful compliment about my strength. It was perfect.
Sorry to rant.. But Ive never had a burning passion in my heart. I always thought it was a fake thing people say. But last night the adrenalin in my veins and the happiness in my mind was a perfect mixture of everything. I found my passion I want to help others. People who have tried to lose weight over and over. I don't want to do it for the money but the satisfaction.
2017 is my year. And im going to take this all by the horns. Im not giving up anymore!!