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I am tired of wasting my T I M E !!!

Monday, July 10, 2017



LOL Well, here I am at the start of a Walk, Roll & Stroll that I created. I did. In conjunction of our local brain injury support group, and other local disability groups... This is a big deal for me. It takes me 6 mos or more to put it on... and I am committed to doing this. It is not money maker, but an awareness walk. I am proud of it--we have just recently completed our 3rd Annual Walk. I am here getting people ready for a 2 mile walk (yes, mouth open--I don't need a megaphone really--I have a big voice! :)

I am sick to death of wasting my energy. I am walking/dancing/running an average of 35 miles per week... and not dropping an ounce. I know myself, and I know I have to go very low on the calorie world to get very far (or give up bread entirely... both options don't make me smile). But I am TIRED. I want to be in my goal sized jeans. Not 2's... but 10-12's. I am in a tight 14 now. So. If you hear extra whining going on, it is ME... Miss Cranky Pants.

I am going to try to zap this down... I have to. I just have to. I have sat at this spot for too too long.

Prayers are welcome. And a nudge now and again is probably needed!
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  • BARBGEO
    Thanks y'all! You are GREAT! I needed to hear this!

    Considering I exist on an average of 3.2 hours of sleep a night (no naps) I am thankful I get in those steps... and miles each day. But so so tired! Such is brain injury and all its glory. :(
    1201 days ago
  • BLUEEYESCANADA
    I definitely wouldn't consider this a whine. You have every right to voice your opinion and that is that!!

    I certainly hear you on your frustration also. I bought and read a book called "The Engine 2 Seven-Day Diet" by Rip Esselstyne. This would work for me as I do eat vegan and dairy and gluten free. I do have a problem with bread, etc as my body will not let go of the weight if I have to much in a day.
    When I went to a Naturopath she advised me to only have 1 serving a day. One of these days I hope I will be able to stick with it.

    Don't give up as you are not going backwards and it will happen eventually.

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    1201 days ago
  • no profile photo BONDMANUS2002
    good job
    1201 days ago
  • FIRESPIDER
    Everyone's entitled to whine once in a while. (or it seems twice or even thrice, what's four again? I know it well) It is frustrating. Doing everything right and not seeing results. Can't tell you how long I've been in that boat. But even as you might not see it, I swear to you others do. I can never tell even when the scales says I did it never seems that way to me but my co worker tells me she can see my body changing shape. Go ahead and whine and complain but you are not wasting your time. The things you are doing are right. Just keep sparkin'!
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    1201 days ago
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