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Friday, July 06, 2007

Well firstly I just want to thank EVERYONE who has sent support & encouragement, to be perfectly honest if I hadnt become so fond of you all I would have packed this in by now, HUGE HUGS You all know who you are!!!

I have decided i have to get back on track, i started this for noone else but me & im only letting myself down if i dont make these changes!!

Things have been, to be really frank, SHIT lately in so so many ways. I think you have all gathered my relationship is not the best & it really hit some lows, it is not all better & to be honest I dont even know in my own head if it will ever be, if it will last or anything!! I had to take a couple of days out & went to see a friend which was AMAZING, the fun me came out to play & i enjoyed it so so much! - then i came home!

I have to give my relationship another go & if it doesnt get better after this i have to think so so so hard, its not the life i want or need!

Because things have been tough ive been run down & now have a chest infection, but that didnt stop me today...I took a power walk to my parents, by the time I got there I was soaking!! I monitored what i was eating (i went over but really not by THAT much considering). I have also been using most of my down time either working on my legs, butt or tummy which is good & at least im doing a little!

Tomorrow is another day & hopefully I will be in that place again, the place that motivated me to start this in the first place!

Thanks again to you all, you are all amazing xxx
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  • AMTRAVIS
    Oh, I really had no idea what was going on, though I kinda suspected. Take the time that you need to decide what is right for you, but don't forget that if you ever need someone to listen I am here for you.

    Use the negative energy from frustrations and keep walking. It gives you time to cool off (mentally anyway), you work hard enough to work out the anger and you are also working out your body to get it to the beautiful body that you so desire.

    Hang in there. Stop by our thread and check it out, we will be here for you no matter what!!! We have all been through some dicey times, I could share some that might make yours feel of less magnitude and I made it through and I know you will too.
    5027 days ago
  • MOM2ACAT
    I am glad you are not giving up! I have my days where I feel I'm backsliding, but what I do is start fresh again the next day, learn from my mistakes and try not to beat myself up over them.

    I hope today finds you feeling much better!

    (((HUGS)))
    5027 days ago
  • SRENEEOLIVER
    Glad to hear that you are feeling better and are coming to terms with your relationship. Just as Mylinda stated we are here for you.
    5028 days ago
  • MATHISFUN9
    Wow.....Some insight to your soul. I think you have to do some amazing amount of thinking of what you journaled and whatever decision you make we are all here for you. You might be on a different team, but we are all here to achieve a healthier us and we will support you in whatever way you need it.

    Good luck, but remember sometimes growth (spiritually, emotionally, personally, etc.) comes from going thru a very difficult time and making it thru without it destroying you.

    You are strong and will make it thru no matter what the future holds for you or what decisions you make about what your future will hold.

    Mylinda
    5028 days ago
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