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December 2017

Wednesday, December 06, 2017

Hey everyone,

How is everyone doing on this fine Wednesday day? Good, I hope and if not just try to think positive for the rest of the day. I know that it can be hard at times but please do not beat yourself up over it because someone else out there could actually be having a harder day than you. How is everyone's journey coming along? Again, good, I hope. If not that is okay because you can always try to better yourself tomorrow. It has taken me a long way to be a bit of a positive person from how I was when I weighed 365 lbs. I also thought from my journey I would not be under 300 lbs by the end of this year. I have made a lot of progress but my journey is a bunch of losses with gains. I know some of my health has a factor to play into it but I do not allow that to play part of failure. My journey, I never think of it as a failure if I do gain weight. I think of it as a learning moment and try to better myself in the weeks ahead.

I know in the next 10 weeks, that I will pushing myself more than ever to help lose the weight that I need to because my health doesn't seem to be getting any better. With this cold my asthma is acting up more and more. I am also dealing with depression and anxiety more because of everything else that is going on around me. My doctor also thinks I might have Ovarian Cancer so I am trying to be positive through it all. On top of my health my fiance's is not doing so well either. It is a test as of now of how I will succeed of have a learning moment from all this stress of our health. lol.

I have taken a couple weeks off from actually exercising or eating properly because I feel like it was time for a break from it all. I know I haven't been on here much or even my personal blogs on Facebook and Instagram. I am going to be focusing more time to doing each everyday either when I wake up or when I get home from work. Got to make a schedule for it all. I really do love all the support from everyone in here as everyone that likes and gives me feedback on my pages. Well, I am going to end it here for now as I know I will continue to ramble on. I hope that all of you have a fabulous day. :)

Love always,
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    emoticon Wow, what an update! sometimes it would be nice if we lived nearby & could have coffee together! Let us know more as you know more on the cancer... that is scary and sometimes the waiting is just nervous hard..... You are doing so very well with making your health & feeling better a priority ~ I look forward to the next 10 weeks and celebrating all that too! Have to say you sparked me today with your update! ROAR!
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