Wednesday, December 06, 2017
How is everyone doing on this fine Wednesday day? Good, I hope and if not just try to think positive for the rest of the day. I know that it can be hard at times but please do not beat yourself up over it because someone else out there could actually be having a harder day than you. How is everyone's journey coming along? Again, good, I hope. If not that is okay because you can always try to better yourself tomorrow. It has taken me a long way to be a bit of a positive person from how I was when I weighed 365 lbs. I also thought from my journey I would not be under 300 lbs by the end of this year. I have made a lot of progress but my journey is a bunch of losses with gains. I know some of my health has a factor to play into it but I do not allow that to play part of failure. My journey, I never think of it as a failure if I do gain weight. I think of it as a learning moment and try to better myself in the weeks ahead.
I know in the next 10 weeks, that I will pushing myself more than ever to help lose the weight that I need to because my health doesn't seem to be getting any better. With this cold my asthma is acting up more and more. I am also dealing with depression and anxiety more because of everything else that is going on around me. My doctor also thinks I might have Ovarian Cancer so I am trying to be positive through it all. On top of my health my fiance's is not doing so well either. It is a test as of now of how I will succeed of have a learning moment from all this stress of our health. lol.
I have taken a couple weeks off from actually exercising or eating properly because I feel like it was time for a break from it all. I know I haven't been on here much or even my personal blogs on Facebook and Instagram. I am going to be focusing more time to doing each everyday either when I wake up or when I get home from work. Got to make a schedule for it all. I really do love all the support from everyone in here as everyone that likes and gives me feedback on my pages. Well, I am going to end it here for now as I know I will continue to ramble on. I hope that all of you have a fabulous day. :)