Mom Quote "Dear oh Dear If I were Dead I would't be here"
Sunday, June 24, 2018
That is how I feel tonight. I've made lists for what has to happen on Mon., Tues. and Wed. Monday is going to be the worst. That list includes putting the Max the cat because she's getting so frail I don't know if she'll live the 3 weeks I'm gone. Picking up the groceries for the animals for while I'm gone and going to town to talk to the people at the bank. I got a letter yesterday that says it's time for my balloon payment but I've only got 2 weeks to get it together or come into the bank and get my loan reappoved. But is has to happen tomorrow. At least I know my credit score is great but they want to see my income taxes from last year. Just another headache to deal with this week. I did sew today. I made both the top and bottom of a table runner for my daughter but didn't get it quilted yet and I made all 5 quilt labels for the quilts for the kids. Besides the bedroom is all finished except for putting the sheets back on the bed.
At one point today I couldn't remember if I had lunch but I was hungry so I fixed my dinner about 5:30. I did eat lunch too so that was good. One of my worst depression problems is showing up. I'm getting overwhelmed by what I want to get done and what I can get done and not much is getting done hence the lists.
1. I don't think I'm crazy
2. I like the new restless drug I'm sleeping better.
3. There is a sign on the kitchen sink that says "Don't run the water." It's helping.
So I already talked about tomorrow I'm going to be so happy if I get all that done.