Wake up call
Thursday, August 09, 2018
We went on vacation in Tennessee. I just recently went through the photos on my camera... and found this gem. My fiance took it. I had absolutely NO IDEA how bad I had really gotten. I usually take selfies with my phone and we all know the filters make your face look slimmer....
Weighed in at 266.9 this morning. I am getting way too close to 300. I just want to cry... I know people have body dysphormic issues... but it typically hits people who have lost a lot of weight. Me? When I look at myself, I dont feel like I look that big... and then photos (like the one above) surfaces and I am jolted back into reality.
I keep saying its time to get serious... but this time, ITS TIME TO GET SERIOUS. I am turning 30 in November. I refuse to be this big when I hit 30.
Happy Sparking people!