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Saturday, September 15, 2018

I made a promise to myself on my last birthday, that I would be as close to 200 as possible by my birthday this year. I turn 30. I did not want to go into my 30s being severely overweight.

Here we are, 2 months from my 30th birthday and weigh more TODAY than on the day I turned 29.

The thoughts are there to do what I need to do... but I have no drive. I gain weight, get depressed, and comfort myself with food. I get into the thought process "I will start tomorrow." Or "theres no point in starting now with xyz coming up. Ill start after that."

I am having symptoms of diabetes and I am scared. I am just waiting on my new insurance card to come in then I am facing my fear of doctors and going in and getting help.
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  • BEACHCALSIX
    My friend started getting diabetes symptoms including cataracts 2 weeks ago. She quit all soda and that seems to be helping but it's a tough diagnosis to get. I was pre-diabetic at my heaviest and still remember how bad I felt. Lots of positivity your way, taking the first step and doing 1 positive thing first thing in the morning is key. The earlier in the day you make a good choice, the better chance you'll stick with it the rest of the day and feel great about yourself!
    903 days ago
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