Did something I never thought I would have to do
Saturday, January 12, 2019
Today started out well, I was going to a womens event at church with my mom, after that all went downhill, my car was acting up, I had to pay for repairs in which I am only living on one income. Good news I had the funds to pay for the repairs but I was at my limit to my husband not working.
He has been unemployed for almost two years now, I cannot bear the financial burden for two anymore, I gave him an ultimatum tonight, find a job by end of next week or move out. I did not binge eat I went for a walk and prayed and cried, and cried and prayed, it may sound heartless, but I have tried and strived and I just cannot anymore.
Now I am praying that he makes that effort to get a job, not that he has not been looking but he needs a job any job right now, even if it means something he does not want for the time being.
Some call this tough love , thats a pretty good word for it, I do not want to live my life without him, but he has to make a choice if he wants a life with me in it as well. God grant me the grace and the strength and help me and my husband.