Tuesday, March 12, 2019
Time changes, weather changes, nature changes... all around things are changing. Are you? I am trying and like the weather here lately I just can not seem to let go of the past and step into the future. I want to, my head says I need to, but the rest of me is just not into it.
I want to go to the pool, but I do not want to go outside in the cold and snow, my head knows I will survive and feel better once I go, but the motivation is not there.
I want to stop eating carbs, but I give into the craving for that brownies.
At the end of the day, I reflect on all I have done and I am ashamed that I did not have the self control and the HEART to make better choices.
So today, I am springing forward, I will make today a good decision day. That may not seem like a lot to some, but many times that one bad decision, leads you down a dark and lonely road of another, and another, and another.
I will work on it a decision at a time and try not to worry about the whole day.
Have a wonderful day!!