362 days

We will be going back to Tennessee in 362 days. There are SO MANY photos I want to retake next time we go. There are so many things I want to do without my weight holding me back. Last summer when we went down, I wanted to go ziplining so bad. But unfortunately my weight kept me from doing it.

I started on my own almost 30 days ago and so far I am down about 16 pounds. I started at 295 pounds and my latest weigh in was 279.6. I can feel myself making my portions bigger though and I dont want the scale to start moving in the wrong direction.

My goal this time is to be under 200 pounds by the time we leave for Gatlinburg. I am determined to get in there and have fun with my kids this time. There were a few things they wanted to do but because of my weight, we couldnt. I never want to see the disappointment on my childrens faces like that ever again. Over something I can control.

So, 362 days to turn into the best me that I can be.

Im so happy to be back!