"A Gift from Heaven~27 months Seizure Free"
Wednesday, October 02, 2019
On Oct. 2nd it's 27 months that I've been Seizure Free and is truly like a "Gift from Heaven"
When my seizures started, I was only 19. I was not thankful to God then. In fact, I wrote Him a 2 page letter telling Him how much I hated Him, and I would never love Him again. I told Him, "Why me...what did I do to deserve this? How could He do this to me?"..I still have that letter, and always read it after having a seizure. Of course, my feelings about God have changed a lot since then. I realize God didn't do THIS to me..it was what He planned for me to help make me strong for the many negative things that have happened to me (lots of health, stress) and to be able to get through them. (My Mom always told me God doesn't give you anymore than you can handle..very smart & loving Mother who I miss terribly) Many times I came close to losing my life because of my seizures...the last time I asked Him "Why don't you just take me?"..then I thought for a minute, and told Him "Or is it because you can't put up with me yet?" So I guess He has something else planned and wants me to hang around on Mother Earth for awhile.
So now I do Thank God for what He has given me, and grateful for making me stronger every day, and for all the loving friends who I truly love and who are always there for me, & love me for who I am.