Tuesday, October 08, 2019
What if I actually cared? That is the question. What if I spent my time and money focus on what I say are priorities? What if I actually did what I believed and took care of those things I have to do that I don't really want to do without dragging them out and losing all desire to do the things I want to have done? What would my life look like if I lived like I cared and not like my life was just spending time waiting for the next break to do things that do not matter, like watching TV or playing games on my tablet?
What if I lived like I cared about the things that I say matter to me?
That's the sort of mood I'm in.
Visited the folks this weekend. 4 hours there in the rain. 4 hours back in the hot too bright sun that was hitting me full on in the car. On the way back I stopped at a rest stop and spent 20 minutes walking all the trails that it offered. Listened to crickets and birds and the sound of traffic, looked at plants, and read all the historic markers, and thought about how much I enjoyed just walking around in the cool fall sunshine. Back in the car and another 2 hours in the sun and I was exhausted when I got home and did almost nothing the rest of the day.
HMMM. What if I stopped being lazy and actually got some things done.