Had a wonderful sleep -
Friday, January 24, 2020
good Morning- with a good sleep - I see a brightness in the day. DH is busy actually cleaning out his office and throwing away or giving away stuff. This is big b/c he has a tendency to hoard. He got up this morning and said it was time. I thought fabulous. He is trying very hard to adapt to his retirement. He actually spent yesterday swimming in the pool at the Y. In college, he was on a swim team, he came home happy & exhausted. What I see that he is finally getting it - to relax and embrace this new journey in his life.
Tonight we are going to babysit for my DD. We are looking forward to it. Have not seen then in a while. We were busy with problems with my son. DS's situation seems stable again - so I am letting go. Life is good but busy at the moment. I have acceptance of the rhythm of my life. I know that we will have ups and downs. DH is keeping busy doing things that need to be done and not being so needy. I love the times with him, but I also need my time alone. Our talks are continuing and are finally taking hold. have a good day!!