Silent rain drops
Sunday, February 02, 2020
I'm really trying to reflect upon and come to terms about what got me to being incredibly, embarrassingly obese. I realize a huge chunk of why I'm where I'm at is psychological, that I have this f ucked up little portion of my brain making me the way I am.
I think I've been slowly realizing this, but I was just listening to the song "Sounds of Silence." Part of the lyrics go, "but my words like silent raindrops fell." I've had 2 of my coworkers telling me a lot over the last few months that I go out of my way to try to please others and that I'm the good girl who says yes to every thing.
So...these lyrics made me think...do I really know how to make my voice, my needs heard? Am I taking my frustrations of being unheard out through eating?