Friday, June 12, 2020
I decided that today is the day I take a step forward and stop just going through the motions. I have to admit that for quite a while I have been on a free ride. The result is I get nowhere fast!
For my step forward today, I stop pretending that 2 heaping spoons of Splenda and 1/3 cup of 1% milk doesn't count when counting calories 3 of those gigantic cups full, do infact contain calories and I need to count EVERYTHING that goes into my mouth.
This self admittance means no more lying to make myself look like I am working hard when I actually just go through the motions.
No more taking on challenges and cheating to do well. I tricked myself into believing that whatever I posted would make it look like I was trying.
I'm done cheating , myself and all of sparks and begin today to type what really happens and just let the chips fall where they may.
I want to apologize to each person who has supported me, helped me and encouraged me and to all of Sparkle for cheating my way to where I stand today. Things are about to change and it begins right here now.