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Snails Pace

Sunday, July 05, 2020

I have finally caught up with my laundry 🧺. I am working on other regular cleaning projects. That I am way behind on. My sadness has not gone away..... I realized I was going to very soon be out of some clothing items if I did not get out of this funk and do laundry. Six loads and two days later..... caught up with laundry 🧺. Yea🎉 After realizing that I cannot let this sadness consume me, I had to force myself to do what is necessary to keep on functioning. You know.....laundry, shower, shampoo hair, wash dishes. This morning, while my food was in the toaster oven, I SCRUBBED..... my kitchen sink. Had to use a Brillo pad. Yep, definitely behind on the whole cleaning thing. I am speeding up my snails pace and moving forward. Yes I miss my sister, but I cannot change the fact that I cannot talk with her 6 times a day. I know that life goes on and I will do what is necessary to keep going. Thanks for listening.
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  • SPEDED2
    My deepest condolences for your loss. Grief is difficult to deal with. emoticon emoticon emoticon
    32 days ago
  • LPORTER2015
    Sorry for your loss! Try writing a letter to her. Better days are coming your way.
    32 days ago
  • WESTERNSAGE
    We all grieve in our own way and our own time. The fact that you came to your realization and started to take action says that you are beginning to move forward. That's good news. Give yourself a small reward (but not food!) and move on. We are all here to encourage and bless you in your mourning.
    32 days ago
  • MDOWER1
    Stick to your plan and keep moving
    33 days ago
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