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Forgiving yourself.

Sunday, July 05, 2020

My last vlog post i was talking about how my husband has been helping me with some mental health stuff. Basically, forgiving myself and others. How holding onto that is like me holding onto my weight. I never realized it till we were talking about it that I was doing that. I use my weight as a shield to protect me. If I am fat people won't want to be around me. But it wasn't that at all.

It was me holding onto the weight, the hurt, the guilt, etc. So I have have been working hard on forgiving myself and others. Working on letting go over the hurts and words that injured me. It is time for those wounds to heal and scar over.

Since I have been working on all this, I feel lighter and happier. I feel I can accomplish my goals. I still worry about letting people in but I am working on that. It takes time, I am finally taking the time to work on me. Inside and out.
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  • NWILKER
    What a great forward motion!! Excited for you!
    245 days ago
  • _WARRIOR4LIFE
    This is a major accomplishment in your journey. What a great time to dig deep and find your hurts. You've got this. emoticon
    245 days ago
  • BLHEALTH
    You can do it.
    Blessing to you.
    245 days ago
  • no profile photo CD25551981
    Go for it. You can do it. At your pace
    245 days ago
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