Wednesday, October 28, 2020
What have I learned? Overwhelming myself is not good. Falling behind and not meeting goal while knowing others are watching is even worse. I am a very private person. As much as I want to reach out and have support, I'm not a fan of advertising my failures to a group. I have completely given up the past 3 weeks. I had poison oak on me and it was horrible.
Here I am. Checking in. Ready to go. Start over. Haven't been on the scale the whole time and I know it will be horrible. I am so ashamed and sad. I thought I was over this hump. I guess not. Friday morning will be my weigh in day again. I will try to do what I know works.