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Its time to be a big girl and big girls dont cry

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

It’s my birthday today… For the first time in my life there is a cloudy weather outside. The sky is full of clouds. It feels like the sky is gonna start crying. They are just waiting for my command. The wind is fighting with clouds. Its trying to take them away from me. Im not sure which one will give in firstly.

Im 23 today… The first day of a new age… How does it feel? Im not so sure… I am just trying to figure out where my previous 22 years are… 22 years… from a baby to a woman… 22 years… full of advantures, full of tears, full of laughs and smiles. I have always been in a fight, a fight against life, against the people I love and I care about, I have always been in a fight with my mind and with my body… There have been times that I felt worn out as well as there have been times that I felt the victory. Life is going on… Its going on for me… I shouldnt feel old, I am still a little child this is why I still cry, this is why Im still afraid of dark, this is why Im curious about the rest of world. But Its time to be a big girl now and big girls dont cry…

I have people who love me, who care about me… Today I realized it, I got text messages from people who havent seen me for ages, I got birthday cakes from my college mates and it made me realize that Im not lonely as I used to think…

Its my birthday, right? I have the right to wish something then? Okay, Im closing my eyes and making my wish…

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    I hope that you had a great birthday!! I haven't been online as much lately... I have been busy, busy. Hopefully I will catch you online soon and we can chat.

    Welcome to age 23! Hope that you are doing well.
    4996 days ago
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