Saturday, September 08, 2007
Yes, I have been slacking. I get down to 186, where I have not been since I was 25 (um, I am 43) and what do I do? I act like this is the end. I am still tracking my food and I don't like the numbers I am seeing. I am trying not to be too hard on myself because I know that won't get me anywhere but... Everyday I start in the right place but by the end I have passed my limit. And since I am on a roll here, I am not moving as much as I should be either. I am scared of going back up, I don't ever want to be there again. So what is my problem?
Thanks for listening (reading) this venting session of mine.